Let’s Get It!

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2018 for most may have been a year like no other. Shit! Any other year besides 2018 may have been crazy to, but to reflect on what was… like your past….. that is always something most may need to do. It may help you get a better understanding on you knowing what’s yours and what is expected of you, because of self reflection. How this life may help you become your best SELF. We all can use a push. Your past thoughts, memories relationships and feelings will have you foresee what you don’t want to be, and start becoming who you know you are called to be. Could it be a new start to your future YOU are a setback to what your past looked like. No one wants a repeat. Let’s Get It!

My Truth! everyday regardless of what the year may be, everyone, everywhere  is attempting to accomplish something within them self to show their inner self that we can and will do better. Social media if you allow it just like your co workers family and friends, will make you feel as if you are not doing sugar honey iced tea with yourself. Trust me I know.

When I first decided that it was time to leave my 9 to 5 to help with my grandmothers home care needs, I had a game plan. A system. I was sure that I had a handle on my entrepreneurship. As the first week, month passed…ok we in month 5 now, and I felt myself slowing down. I did not post on any sites and I was just having a pity party with myself. I had support all around, but it was that self feeling of failure.

Like I was just not getting anything right. Of course I would not allow myself to stay down for long. My husband kids, grandma and family needed me so I had to get my self together. I thank God for reflection and meditation. It helps me to know just how important I am to my self and other. Although I may not get it all right or have it all together just yet. My Truth it is working out just as it should. One step at a time. 

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Just life a box of Chocolates. The assorted box.

“Life is like a box of chocolates…”. I never really saw the entire movie-  Forrest Gump, but I did see that part. That one statement is so true, and we all can relate, Mytruth life is like a box of chocolates.

Chocolates.jpgEveryday we go about our day to day routines not expecting that something can throw you off course. We plan, organize, and prepare knowing that it will work out. I know that for me, I try but there is always something that comes about to make me say, this was not on the list. Especially as a parent, we basically inherit any and mostly all issues of our children until they are 18, however being a parent in my eyes will be 365 for the remainder of my minis 365, and that’s just what it is. SO yes when any situation (assorted chocolate) come up you have to be able to handle it. Even when it throws your whole day off.

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Just recently my minis went on summer break, and was anticipating there report cards in the mail, because the schools that my minis go to does not release report cards on the last day of school, they mail it. So for my oldest, my baby girl she worked her butt off this school year. This was her 1st year in high school (9th) and, she wanted to start out great. on track. ;0) She was in all honors classes, and also was in concert band she even try-out for some school activities. She strived in all her classes to make no less than a 90 in all her classes. My youngest, my handsome baby boy on the other hand was just praying to the baby Jesus that he passes to the 7th grade.

Big Mouth

The last few weeks before school was out my son ensured that he completed all missing assignments, and did his best on quiz retakes. So on the last day of school when he came home with this huge smile and said that he was going to the 7th grade, that made me feel so happy and excited for him. His dad and I was his biggest cheerleaders and with hard work it paid off.  Now my husband said that he was proud of him ;0) and happy but he needed to see the proof first, just to conquer what he was saying was his truth. My son can be a lil sneaky, anybody who knows him and or me personally knows from my conversations with them about him. Love him ;0)

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Hard work pays off

So any who he needed to show his dad the proof. Baby girl already knew that she was passing, but she wanted to see her grades and achievements from the school year. So my son received his report card 1st, but my daughter was still in anticipation. So finally it was here. That envelope that Taria was waiting on, and when she opened that envelope her mouth dropped. The school mailed her a letter, stating she owed a $100.00 fee for band.

If you could’ve seen the hurt in my baby girl eyes. She was upset, and me Mytruth I was Peed off (P@$! Off) I went on a rant. Why do you owe a $100.00 band fee, and for what? Look, I will pay the bill when due, but I need to know for what?…. and why was this not informed at the beginning, middle or half point way through the school year.

She received every other report card, progress report. My daughter owns her flute, and there was no special uniform needed, because she did not perform outside of the school. So again I said for what???

So I proceeded to read the letter and noticed that in order to make payments or even contact, you have to email the booster club? Say what? I need a phone #. This is a prime example of my opening statement, Life if like a box of chocolates, you just don’t know what you will get. Taria was prepared for the report card, but did not expect the outcome of not receiving it when she had already expected.

No limits

I try to go about everyday just knowing that regardless how that day may start…. with sunshine and roses, and are it may be a day that I am just not feelin. Trust I have those moments, but you have to live for the moment. Especially when you have the minis looking up to you. Mytruth one way are the other, live your life regardless of the chocolate you choose. It may be sour, it may be sweet, hey it can even be a lil nutty, but that’s life, and you have to live yours regardless. While doing it live your truth, and make the best of the outcome. You may not know the taste of the day, but you can choose the outcome by the end of the day.  #MyTruth.