Back in my zone. #DoU

When you are trying to do you, and your a wife, mother, sister, friend and maybe even a CEO. Shit can get tough. Just about everyone around you needs your attention. Trust me I know. As the older sister, but not the eldest sibling as a female and having nurturing ways, I want to help everyone around me do them, but am I doing me? Mytruth no, and not for a very long time. So I told myself for 2019 I would do things differently.

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At least when it comes down to what I want to do for self. This year I plan on travelling to a state or city that I have never been, start a kick boxing class because this is something I always wanted to do, and finally use my birthday gift certificate from 2018 for a full body massage. Just to name a few. Back in my zone is just what it is. Focus on self and do more for self. Don’t get lost in what everyone else needs to do before you check YOU. You only get one life. #MyTruth

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You have something in your teeth!

Name a time when you was with someone, your sister or your close friend, and you was eating out, and afterwards you notice something was in their teeth. Do you tell them or let it ride?

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Mytruth telling someone something is in there teeth, is just as hard as telling someone some real personal information. you know your truth. But why is that? For me if something is in your teeth, nose, or even on your face it will take me a minute or two before I say something. I don’t know why, but it’s like a feeling of hesitation. I would feel more bad not saying something and someone else mentions it.

That’s how most people should be with there personal truth. Everybody on social media does not need to know everything. Once people see that view of you, unless its for a money bag they automatically judge you. This world is a mean place, and tough skin will get you through, but when you self inflict pain to your self that is even worse.

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I know things get hard. To be 33 years old, I have seen a lot for my age growing up. It surely was not a white picket fence, but some things I choose to keep between myself and the ones who know. Of course your story can be a life lesson for someone, but make sure it is at the right place and the right time to disclose. Make sure the message you are trying to spread is somehow going to help the next. That’s what life is to me. I don’t expect the same view for you, but I believe in that each one teach one. Live your life people. #MytruthΒ 

Morning Coffee!

Lying here next to you feeling your heart beat against my breast. Our heart beats are in sync as we breathe in and out. Your hand gently brush my nipple, gently giving a little pull. I reached for your love stick and gently stroke it back and forth. You whisper in my ear, ” Can I have some coffee?

 

 

Word play Turns into gun play
Gun play turns into pillow talk
Pillow talk turns into sweet dreams
Sweet dreams turn into Coffee in the morning

Miguel – Coffee

Do you want to touch?

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Sitting waiting on your call, I can only imagine what may happen if you was truly here. Music playin, candles lit, and you and me to create a new love scene. The passion from me and you,Β makes me gasp at the thought of us connecting. Not knowing how you may tame me, the sight of your strong third arm has my body pulsating all over, and you propose the question… Do you want to touch?

 

I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak.
I lose all control and something takes over me.
In a daze and it’s so amazing, it’s not a phase.
I want you to stay with me, by my side I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet it knocks me right off of my feet. Can’t explain why your loving makes me so weak.
SWV- Weak

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

My Black IS…Beautiful

While on my come up, I never saw myself to be a beautiful black girl. I did not think MY BLACK was beautiful. Now do not get it twisted,Β  I loved being black, but not so much a dark skinned black girl.

 

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For some reason back in my youngin days, Mytruth I felt as if, if you was not light skinned and or had some hair on your head (couple of inches close to the shoulder) you was not seen. To me your hair is like your crown. Answer this? When you get a fresh hair do, what is the first thing you want to do after your hair is done regardless sometimes what you have on? :0) take a PICTURE.

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Now I knew I was a beautiful girl. I just did not understand why I felt as if I was not beautiful with the skin, hair, beauty I was in. Now before you think I was just a bitterΒ  girl,Β  please continue reading. Β  I do not want you to feel no sadness, just hear Mytruth πŸ™‚ My dad would take me to his lady friends and or family members to do my hair. I had it all from singles, cornrow like black girl (inside joke, My Von would understand πŸ˜‰ and of course my favorite, that HOT HOT press out. Hot comb I should say. Until that one day I told my dad I wanted a relaxer. OMG why did I do that to myself. Now the relaxer, wasΒ  like the suga back in the day.

Everybody was going straight πŸ™‚ You could find a relaxer like Motions, and or Just for me (in my singing voice, y’all member that song πŸ™‚ ), in the hair salons, your momma kitchen or living room. That’s when boxed perms was the suga. Well my 1st relaxer was completed in a kitchen. Now me as a little girl assumed she knew what the ham she was doing but ahh no. I was wrong. At some point after she puts the relaxer in my hair, she puts me under a hair dryer. She told me I would sit for 5 min and then she would wash you my hair. It all sounded right. Well long story short it burned most of my hair out my head. No one really knows this story except close family and of course my husband. As I got older I always struggled with my hair. I remember one time while I was in middle school, I put so much grease in my hair, that everyone thought it was a jerry curl. I thank God for my Von. That day she did my hair for the 1st time changed my whole world of hair. I felt gorgeous. She was in hair school that year, so I was lucky to be her hair style tester. Till this day, My Von still does my hair.Β 

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So look, regardless of complexion, hair, tall, short, dark, light. We have to know we are beautiful. As a little girl growing up in the late 80 into the 90’s, there was no internet, and or cell phones. So with the way this internet generation is set up, we have to love on all our little black girls. Tell them they are beautiful in there natural short kinky curly hair. Dark skinned, Coco brown, Caramel skin. All little girls of all complexions should know there worth and beauty at an early age, so as they age, they age to be beautiful inside and out, and know there worth regardless of how they look. BBB is what my sister, Von and I would end in our text message or phone conversation. Blessed, Black, Beautiful #MytruthΒ